PROPERTIUS, Sextus
The Homecoming
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et non ignota vivere nequitia? haec merui sperare? dabis mihi, perfida, poenas; et nobis aliquo, Cynthia, ventus erit. inveniam tamen e multis fallacibus unam, quae fieri nostro carmine nota velit, nec mihi tam duris insultet moribus et te vellicet: heu sero flebis amata diu. nunc est ira recens, nunc est discedere tempus: si dolor afuerit, crede, redibit amor. non ita Carpathiae variant Aquilonibus undae, nec dubio nubes vertitur atra Noto, quam facile irati verbo mutantur amantes: dum licet, iniusto subtrahe colla iugo. nec tu non aliquid, sed prima nocte, dolebis; omne in amore malum, si patiare, leve est. at tu per dominae Iunonis dulcia iura parce tuis animis, vita, nocere tibi. non solum taurus ferit uncis cornibus hostem, verum etiam instanti laesa repugnat ovis. nec tibi periuro scindam de corpore vestis, nec mea praeclusas fregerit ira fores, nec tibi conexos iratus carpere crinis, nec duris ausim laedere pollicibus: rusticus haec aliquis tam turpia proelia quaerat, cuius non hederae circuiere caput. scribam igitur, quod non umquam tua deleat aetas, 'Cynthia, forma potens; Cynthia, verba levis.' crede mihi, quamvis contemnas murmura famae,
hic tibi pallori, Cynthia, versus erit.
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and you live in unveiled wantonness? Did I expect or deserve this? I’ll deal punishment, faithless girl, and my breeze will blow somewhere else. I’ll find one of all those deceitful women, who want to be made famous by my songs, one who won’t taunt me with such harsh ways: she’ll insult you: ah, so long loved, you’ll weep, yet it’s too late. Now my anger’s fresh, now’s the time to go: if pain returns, believe me, love will too. The Carpathian waves don’t change in the northerlies as swiftly nor the black cloud in a shifting southwest gale, as lovers’ anger alters at a word. While you can, take your neck from the unjust yoke. Then you won’t grieve at all, except for the very first night. All love’s evils are slight, if you are patient. But, by the gentle laws of our lady Juno, mea vita, stop hurting yourself on purpose. It’s not just the bull that strikes with a curving horn at its aggressor, even a sheep, it’s true, opposes the foe. I won’t rip the clothes off your lying flesh, or break open your closed doors, or tear your plaited hair in anger, or dare to bruise you with my hard fists. Let some ignoramus look for quarrels as shabby as these, a man whose head no ivy ever encircled. I’ll go write: what your lifetime won’t rub away: Cynthia, strong in beauty: Cynthia light in word.’ Trust me, though you defy scandal’s murmur, this verse, Cynthia, will make you pale. |