PASOLINI, Pier Paolo
ma nazione vivente, ma nazione europea: e cosa sei? Terra di infanti, affamati, corrotti, governanti impiegati di agrari, prefetti codini, avvocatucci unti di brillantina e i piedi sporchi, funzionari liberali carogne come gli zii bigotti, una caserma, un seminario, una spiaggia libera, un casino! Milioni di piccoli borghesi come milioni di porci pascolano sospingendosi sotto gli illesi palazzotti, tra case coloniali scrostate ormai come chiese. Proprio perché tu sei esistita, ora non esisti, proprio perché fosti cosciente, sei incosciente. E solo perché sei cattolica, non puoi pensare che il tuo male è tutto male: colpa di ogni male.
Sprofonda in questo tuo bel mare, libera il mondo
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feed gouging under the unharmed villas,
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Poem for Ninetto I
Your place was at my side,
and you were proud of this.
But, sitting with your arm on the steering wheel
you said, “I can’t go on. I must stay here, alone.”
If you remain in this provincial village you’ll fall into a trap.
We all do. I don’t know how or when but you will.
The years that comprise a life vanish in an instant.
You are quiet, pensive. I know it is love
that is tearing us apart.
I have given you
all the power of my existence,
yet you are humble and proud, obeying a destiny
that wants you to remain impoverished. You don’t know
hat to do, whether to give in or not.
I can’t pretend your resistance
doesn’t cause me pain.
I can see the future. There is blood on the sand.
I am a force of the Past
I am a force of the Past.
My love lies only in tradition.
I come from the ruins, the churches,
the altarpieces, the villages
abandoned in the Appennines or foothills
of the Alps where my brothers once lived.
I wander like a madman down the Tuscolana,
down the Appia like a dog without a master.
Or I see the twilight, the mornings
over Rome, the Ciociaria, the world,
as the first acts of Posthistory
to which I bear witness, for the privilege
of recording them from the outer edge
of some buried age.
Monstrous is the man
born of a dead woman’s womb.
And I, a foetus now grown, roam about
more modern than any modern man,
in search of brothers no longer alive.
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